‘… and the new sun rose,
bringing the New Year’.
So it’s a new year again. I try to make fresh new beginnings
every time, and this new year seems to augur well, after the annus horribilis that is now nine days
behind me.
I have decided not to compromise my essential self any longer
for anybody’s sake. I have rediscovered that love, though it may be
unsatisfactory or passing, is not always and necessarily a chimera, and I am
looking forward to some good things happening in my life again. Which I shall
notify my readers about, as and when they materialize: watch this space. I am
not poor, I am not ill, I am not devoid of a sense of purpose, my classes are
full, and insofar as a man can ever be happy, I am happy. Not a small thing to
be, as I should know. No man or woman will be allowed to rob me of this
happiness: that is my single New Year’s Resolution. For too long have I tried
to live for other people. It doesn’t work, and that was the mistake I had been
making for a long, long time.
I said in the last post that I want my most serious readers to
explore some of my old posts, and comment on them. I am waiting. No better way
of showing you are interested in me than in engaging me in conversation about
things that interest me. Conversely, I have no better way of finding out who is
really interested and who is faking it.
My daughter got a smartphone recently. She might write about her
own experience herself, but watching her using it, I now know more certainly
than ever that I am not going to need one in the near future. How the world is
filling up with useless trifles… it makes me wonder how Shakespeare wrote all
those plays without the aid of a ballpoint pen, leave alone a word processor,
and how Newton discovered all that he did without even a calculator at his
elbow. Shall I live long enough to see a world filled with hairy apes again?
The coldest part of the year is rapidly passing by, and I am
sorry to see that it never became really cold in these parts this time.
Especially considering that other parts of the world are being swept by once in
a decade snowstorms. How capricious Mother Nature is, really.
I have gotten back to books with a vengeance. And also decided
not to talk about them except with people who are capable of reading and
thinking, by my standards.
A woman friend of mine runs a playschool for very small children
in my neighbourhood. My daughter went there too, 15 years ago. I met her at her
doorstep one morning recently, and struck her speechless by offering to come
and teach her classes in a few years’ time.
Arvind Kejriwal has gone remarkably quiet on the question of ‘doing
away with corruption’ within days of assuming office as chief minister of
Delhi. I was wondering what he is up to.
That’s enough by way of an update. Have a happy New Year.
And old boys, do look me up if you are around: I have a light workload till mid-February.
2 comments:
Dear Sir,
I wish you a very happy new year and hope may this year brings you joy and comfort more than the previous one. And about those old posts on your blog, I have already started reading them but have not commented yet(I am to blame myself)-actually, I cannot even read your blog as frequently as I used to do with the Selection Test going in my school right now and I'm afraid my visits to your blog would be lesser and so would my comments,with only a month and a half to go till the I.C.S.E.
I DO believe it has been a cold winter. And good luck with your decision of teaching in a playschool. Thank God you love children for you would sure be successful.
I shall stop for now.
Regards,
Akash
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